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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

In exactly one month time, it will be our 3rd anniversay. My oh my, how time flies.

I still remember how i used to hate hearing his name. Yes I really do ok!

Mardhiah used to call me almost every single day and telling me all about Ramadan aka Atan. Like how she enjoys watching him playing takraw. She will call me while watching him playing takraw in school even at times when she has no class that day, she will make the exception to go to school just to watch him. And I actually started to hate him because of the way he treated her. No dont get me wrong its just tt, Mard was having this huge humongous crush on him and only a blind guy will not be able to see how obvious it was and yet he was playing dumb. So from what I heard frm Mard was tt he gave her mixed signals all the time, one moment its as if he likes her too and the other moment not. So everytime Mard calls i will go "Oh no! not again".

After about a week later, I then seldom hear abt this Atan guy. It was Christmas Eve, and we decided to meet up. We went to eat at LJS, Cineleisure. I didnt realise tt Mard sort of went missing for awhile, and when she came back she was like "I saw Atan and Fir outside.....". In my heart i was like "whaaaaaaaat the hell!" hahaha. And so after dinner we were on our way to Esplanade when Mard's phone started to ring. Guess who?? It was Fir lar seh, and they wanted to join us! We didnt want to disappoint her so we agreed. They came, sat behind us, we talked among ourselves, take pics, den asked them to take our pics n bla bla bla. Btw it was really dark and so all along i didnt get to see their faces however since they took our pics they get to see our faces. Soon we got bored and went home leaving the two guys behind.

When i reached home, Mard called and say tt Atan wants my number. She sounded damn excited lar ok, but i was so worried abt her. Mard then said tt she was already over him and really wanted me to get to know him. So we contacted each other. And our first date was to his cousin's wedding. He asked me to pretend to be his girlfriend for the day coz apparently his family members has been pestering him to bring a girlfriend home. Yeah, so first date je dah jumpa parents, n bukan setakat tu je, jumpa makcik, pakcik, nenek, kak sedara, abg sedara, adik sedara, abang, kakak ipar, anak sedara.. k2 im sure u get the whole picture. hahahah.

At first i seriously have no feelings for him, especially after all those tt has happened, but something in him just attracts me. And tt attraction stays til this very day (ceh!)

.he took this picture.

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